Holy Moly Shit am I tired today. I put down about 3 hours of sleep last night. I wish I could say this is abnormal, but for me, this is all to reminiscent of every night of the week. I am not sure if my body is always in weekend mode where I am up til 4 every night or what but I am not sure how much more I can take of this. I cant focus on anything while I am at work, so I just blog and read other peoples blogs. Actually I think I am sort of addicted to it. I try to fit in a little work everyday but it is hard when you can barely keep your eyes open.
I talked to the bf this morning about it when he called me because there was a rock slide and he was going to be about an hour late for work. He knows I rarely get a full nights sleep and suggests that I get some sort of medication to help. My mind just runs as soon as my head hits the pillow. I cant stop from thinking about really anything from the bf, family, work, fisting. Well maybe not fisting. I have really tried many remedies that I have read online. I tried breathing techniques, reading, listening to music, and nothing works. It sucks because I am tired all damn day but as soon as its time for me to sleep I am wide awake.
I need some damn sleep.