Too Much

Is too much of a good thing really a bad thing? I dont really think so, but of course this question is very objective. The bf said tonight that I am spoiled because I get too see him a lot. We generally see each other 5 to 6 days a week. Even though this is most of the week, I have never felt as though it was overwhelming for me. He has mentioned several times that he needs his space and likes time to do his own thing. Obviously, everyone needs that. It is hard for me to want to take days off from seeing him because I do enjoy being with him so much. I know I need to give him more space and more time to do his own thing. I have to learn to be content with just a phone call some days.

If you guys/gals are or were in a relationship, how many times did you feel it was appropriate to see each other. Curious to see what is the norm.

Last Day

My last day at my job is here and I am surprised how sad I am that my time here is ending. I wont miss my typical day to day duties, but I will miss the friends here that I met and the fact that I got to come in late and leave early. It also was nice doing nothing but reading Perez Hilton and writing in my blog. But all of this has come to an end. The people I met in my office are amazing people. The 3 people in my office whom I bonded with, provided me with an outlet to vent my frustrations and relieve my anxiety through humor. I will miss all of them greatly.

My interview is at 1:00 today, and this could bring an exciting future for me. I hope this works out in my favor, and allows me to hold onto my financial security. I need this to happen for me.

Smiling

I finally have some good news to report. Well, I guess only half way good news. I have a job interview for a new job! And its a job I actually want! It is a Buyer position and I am not sure but I think it pays really well too. The only downside...is that it is not extremely close to my house like my current job is. It is no longer in downtown Pittsburgh where I loved being so much. But it is a job, and it is a job which I would be good at and enjoy. Keep your fingers crossed! :)

Waste More Time

I came across this site today and found it to be another great way to help pass my time in the office, although my last day in the office is tomorrow. :( Anyways, it is a site where you have to solve puzzle like questions to move on to the next one. It definitely helps to be tech-savvy, and have programs such as Photoshop available on your computer. Check it out though.

PX4 The Riddle

Addicting New Game

I found this very fun and free game online. It is somehow done through google and its a great way to pass time. Here is the link

All you do is create labels for pictures that show up. Your randomly generated partner does the same, and the pictures that you match your labels on get you points. Try it out.

Tattoo

I think I found the tattoo that I have been wanting. I've known what I wanted, but have never seen a picture of it. I finally found a pretty good rendition of it. I want some minor tweaking to it but you get the point. I am curious what it will look like when it is shrunken to be able to fit on my arm and shoulder. I also want to customize it by making it mean something and making it special. The tattoo that I want is on this mans thigh. If anyone can tell me what the tattoo is of, you will get bonus points!



What do ya think?

Phone Sex Gone Bad

Thought this was funny. Definitely NSFW

Open Your Mouth Very Wide

I have been going to a certain dentist now for a few months to get my regular checkup, some teeth cleaning, and some cavities filled. I always suspected the dental assistant was gay and thought that the dentist himself was a Mo as well. My visit last week confirmed that not only are both of them gay, but they have been partners for 9 years! I thought this was crazy. The assistant finally admitted it after telling him of my trips to DC and visiting DuPont Circle and my upcoming plans to Rehoboth Beach. I guess that gave it away to him, se he felt comfortable enough to tell me his story.

I found it quite enlightening to find another gay couple that has beat the odds and have been able to make a relationship last that long. I find it even more fascinating that they literally see each other 24 hours a day and arent bald from pulling all their hair out. But I guess when you are in love, it doesnt matter how much time you spend together. Obviously they must have their fights, but to be business partners and partners in life is quite amazing. I envy what they have.

Hey Guurl!

I just found out that a Mrs. Hillary Clinton will be speaking one block away from my work office. And it is outside so I will finally be able to hear her speak! I am really happy that I am able to do this before I actually vote for her tomorrow. I have finally made my decision on who I am going to vote not too long ago. My thought process is this. Despite the fact that Obama and Clinton do have a very similar campaign, there are obviously a few things that they feel different about. Now I believe that Obama will be overall better for me but I think Hillary will be better for our country. Now I only Obama will be better for me because I think with him in office, I do believe that I would be able to have some sort of civil union with the man of my dreams one day and receive all the rights that come along with heterosexual marriage. However,I do not think that will happen with Hillary. She believes that the country should allow each state to decide if they want to extend those benefits to gay couples. And a small history lesson shows that most states dont want gay couples to have those rights, otherwise we would probably have them already.

But nonetheless I think she is more prepared to handle difficult situations than Obama is. I think she has the experience and the leadership qualifications that she needs to do our country well and finally put it back on track.

So tomorrow when I am able to vote, it will be for Mrs. Hillary Clinton!

Update: I went and listened to her speak which wasnt for very long. Apparently her plane did not even land yet when she was already supposed to be speaking. So Bill ended up talking for about an hour shooting down all the criticism about Hillary. Finally Hillary arrived and repeated everything Bill said. Overall, it was just ok. I was however, told that I was seen on the news, so thats pretty cool. I have pictures of the rally and will upload them tomorrow. Holla!

Bad Luck

I have written about my bad luck in the past, and it just never seems to end. I dont know if its a karma sort of thing or what, but I am just being pounded with bad luck. I just get really frustrated because, I try to be a good person. I try to play by the rules. And I try to always do the right thing. However, my nun-like ways just dont ever pay off.

A few days ago, my computer which I bought a year ago, broke. Well not the whole thing but the disc drive. It wont open. :( Now I cant burn any music to listen to in my car. Damn!

Yesterday I decided because it was absolutely fabulous outside that I would go for a run. Well during my run, something didnt work right in my knee and now I am in tons of pain.

I still have not heard from any additional companies regarding jobs. Despite putting in dozens of resumes into places, I havent had any luck in that department.

Lastly, my health situation isnt getting any better either. I am waiting to hear back from my doctor to see if my situation is going to get extremely bad. This scares me.

All of these things are heavily weighing on me. I am starting to fall into depression and I hate it. But it is just one thing after another and I am not able to take much more. If I dont find a new job soon, I am definitely going to have to go on Anti-depression medication to get me through this.

On the bright side it is 80 degrees today in Pittsburgh!